I had already learned to appreciate the little things in between the devilish moments, fuel vapours motivating me over the next obstacle and towards the next little, pretty moment – this was different. A cumbersome weight lifted and i experienced the joy of expectation, a rare let-go in this sad world of fake promises and selfishness. It was my best 2 weeks in many years! I was high. But what goes up must come down. Who am i to defy the gravity of my nature? So i fell, for 3 … Continue reading →
Do you take aspirin â€˜cause there are too many emotions in your head instead of your heart Do you burn a candle so that you can mope in the dark Do you cry when you want to be happy, open your eyes when it hurts and lie â€˜cause your feelings creep to show Do you shiver with the fear of being human If you leap from the cliff would love save you Are you remotely here ?
Sad…like a god has stolen a piece of grey sky to make a pillow from it; drenched that in tar so as to better smother my face and choke my spirit. It was a normal day…just another…an oxymoron of callous indifference. Ears evacuate Deep Purple in lieu of And You’ll Know Us By The Trail of Dead. Fingers play the keyboard but, in between, those on the left hand reach for the bottle of Makador, the coffee aperitif that is almost empty.Â Unfortunately, my thoughts do not match for they … Continue reading →